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I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her so much. She helped me. She thought she could fix me. Fix my badness. I love her for it. I love her so much. I love her too much.
I was born in a family. They were evil. They were bad, but I am good. I was born nice. I was nice. I was very nice. I am nice. I am still very very nice. I can't help it though. I can't help that I love it. I can't help that I smile. I can't help that I was happy. I just… was. I hid my smile. It was sad. It was so so sad. But I still had to hide my smile. My family is dead. I killed no one. They did. My family is gone. Away from home. Taken away. I was too. She saved me. She should not have, but she did. My family is evil. They were too evil. I thought I was nice. I thought I was good. She thought I was nice. She thought so too. But I still smiled.
I hid it from her. I was improving. I would not be evil. Not like them. But I once opened up a cat. It was a grey cat. I wanted to feel its death. It was slimy, sticky, wet. It was not pleasant, but I smiled. She saw me. I cried. She didn't want death. I was unclean. But I didn't feel unclean. I felt normal. I feel normal. I washed the red from my hands. To please her. She said it was okay. She said she forgave me. I knew she hadn't. She was not the same. I wanted to change. I don't want pain. But I still smile at it. I am evil. She knows it. I am like my family. I can't escape. I was born… born cursed.
She wants to change me. I want her to. I am good for her. I am nice. I am nice like I was. I do not open cats. She is happy. I am happy. I could be happier. I don't smile. Not at what she smiles at. I should. But I can't. I am trying. I am trying. I am trying…. I am dying. I am trapped. I love her. I smile at her. She smiles back. But her eyes still shift. I need to die. I need to kill my badness. I need to kill me. I want life. I love her. I am selfish then. I should die. For her. I can't. I don't want to die. No one does.
I lost control. I needed to smile. I wanted to smile. I stole the dog. It was old. It was thin. I stabbed it. I stabbed it. I stabbed it. I stabbed it. It screamed. It was horrid. It convulsed. It writhed. It bled. I stabbed it. It was so so bad. It made me cry. It was not good. But I smiled. I watched. And I smiled. She saw. She screamed. I did not want her to see. But she saw.
I came to her. She ran. No! I need her! She can't go. I ran. I caught her. She was crying. She struggled. She screamed. No! I am not bad! I am not bad! I said. I am good I am nice! I showed her. I kissed her. She was quiet. I kissed her again. I smiled. She did not. I laid her down. She resisted. But I held her. I hurt her. I loved her. I loved her. I wanted to show her. Show her my love. I smiled. She did not. She wept. Why? Why? Why could she not see? I love you! I love you! I hurt her. She couldn't see. She would never see.
I stabbed her. I stabbed her. I stabbed her. She shrieked. I stabbed her. She moaned. She bled. It was terrible. It made me scream. I cried. It was unclean. It was bad. I kissed her. I held her. She jerked. She shook. It was very bad. No! Understand me! Understand me! I love you! I love you! I love you! I loved her. I lay by her. She was there. But she didn't move. She was quiet. She was still.
And I smiled.
I was born in a family. They were evil. They were bad, but I am good. I was born nice. I was nice. I was very nice. I am nice. I am still very very nice. I can't help it though. I can't help that I love it. I can't help that I smile. I can't help that I was happy. I just… was. I hid my smile. It was sad. It was so so sad. But I still had to hide my smile. My family is dead. I killed no one. They did. My family is gone. Away from home. Taken away. I was too. She saved me. She should not have, but she did. My family is evil. They were too evil. I thought I was nice. I thought I was good. She thought I was nice. She thought so too. But I still smiled.
I hid it from her. I was improving. I would not be evil. Not like them. But I once opened up a cat. It was a grey cat. I wanted to feel its death. It was slimy, sticky, wet. It was not pleasant, but I smiled. She saw me. I cried. She didn't want death. I was unclean. But I didn't feel unclean. I felt normal. I feel normal. I washed the red from my hands. To please her. She said it was okay. She said she forgave me. I knew she hadn't. She was not the same. I wanted to change. I don't want pain. But I still smile at it. I am evil. She knows it. I am like my family. I can't escape. I was born… born cursed.
She wants to change me. I want her to. I am good for her. I am nice. I am nice like I was. I do not open cats. She is happy. I am happy. I could be happier. I don't smile. Not at what she smiles at. I should. But I can't. I am trying. I am trying. I am trying…. I am dying. I am trapped. I love her. I smile at her. She smiles back. But her eyes still shift. I need to die. I need to kill my badness. I need to kill me. I want life. I love her. I am selfish then. I should die. For her. I can't. I don't want to die. No one does.
I lost control. I needed to smile. I wanted to smile. I stole the dog. It was old. It was thin. I stabbed it. I stabbed it. I stabbed it. I stabbed it. It screamed. It was horrid. It convulsed. It writhed. It bled. I stabbed it. It was so so bad. It made me cry. It was not good. But I smiled. I watched. And I smiled. She saw. She screamed. I did not want her to see. But she saw.
I came to her. She ran. No! I need her! She can't go. I ran. I caught her. She was crying. She struggled. She screamed. No! I am not bad! I am not bad! I said. I am good I am nice! I showed her. I kissed her. She was quiet. I kissed her again. I smiled. She did not. I laid her down. She resisted. But I held her. I hurt her. I loved her. I loved her. I wanted to show her. Show her my love. I smiled. She did not. She wept. Why? Why? Why could she not see? I love you! I love you! I hurt her. She couldn't see. She would never see.
I stabbed her. I stabbed her. I stabbed her. She shrieked. I stabbed her. She moaned. She bled. It was terrible. It made me scream. I cried. It was unclean. It was bad. I kissed her. I held her. She jerked. She shook. It was very bad. No! Understand me! Understand me! I love you! I love you! I love you! I loved her. I lay by her. She was there. But she didn't move. She was quiet. She was still.
And I smiled.
I had the idea of someone who was a descendant of an evil family
and they wanted to be good but they couldn't help their evil thoughts.
Besides that, you can interpret this how you like. I will not explain anything
more. Please tell me what your first impression was when you read it though
if it was something else.
and they wanted to be good but they couldn't help their evil thoughts.
Besides that, you can interpret this how you like. I will not explain anything
more. Please tell me what your first impression was when you read it though
if it was something else.
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beautiful. it makes me feel trapped in their brain with them. very frantic. i love it