Dignity and Disappointment

Again I'm sorry for being antisocial here. I shouldn't say it's going to stop now. I can't guarantee that. But I have done a bunch of projects at school and I am entering them into some contests. I made a leopard thingy like the poodle I made. I am very proud and satisfied with it. The night I finished it, I had a dream that someone ripped off all its limbs. It was such a relief when I woke up, I had these dreams when I finished my poodle too. They really terrify me! Because someone really did break my poodle. It made me so mad. It is not one of those things you can fix easily either so it is still wounded even though it happened in like July. Anyway over christmas break, I got some awesome pictures but somehow they all got deleted. My dad might have been able to recover them if it wasn't for a picture someone had taken after the memory card messed up. That was very disappointing. I am okay though. I know you're really worried about me lol. My art producing has kind of been at a stand still so I don't have many that are good enough to put in here. I have started illustrating my dreams though. i will post those. There aren't many done yet but I have a lot to do. I'm doing them all in pen. They are turning out pretty cool. Unfortunately almost all of them are really dark so I have to color alot in with just a pen. But from now on I will try to keep up here. It might not work but I'll try.